Just how many times has he gone back in time?

Oof... I got chills... the scene of his nightmares, as if watching it the first time isn't enough, he had to helplessly watch it happen again. I feel so bad for Jade.

"After her death, every second felt like a lifetime."

🥺😭💔

Oh man... that makes me wonder how many times he had to see her die until he got the timing right.

Oh no, we’re doing a Madoka and Homura aren’t we???

Gods, the agony Jade must have felt when Viche took the heat for him. And afterwards, living after her death without her and the guilt that he's part of the blame for what happened. Also seeing her die again everytime he closes his eyes...

Oh so he traveled back several times. That mean that novel is bs cause he never meets Cecilia to break his curse & fall in love. Two years after her death, he just goes on a tyranny until he can go back in time

My heart hurts

Holy sht... He had many attempts before making it to the moment he was 10 sitting next to her bed, and telling her he waited for so long... And she answering to come back later to play.
How didn't he gone mad after trying many times?.