SPOILER (if you didn't read anything)

Ok, there's a lot to say here, so be ready, and most of all, read the story until the end, because honnestly, you're not prepared for the plot.

But TW for sensitive people : Yeah, we're talking about rape. But not romanticized !

Because, what I dislike the most in many omegaverse stories is the tendency to romanticize dark situations: "It's okay to let our impulses take over, to put consent aside, and to fall in love with an alpha, even if he’s abusive, because we’re supposed to be soulmates." I can understand when consent is more ambiguous, not explicitly verbalized but expressed through actions, and I recognize that culturally, in many Asian contexts, it’s common for partners, often women, to deny their pleasure. However, the romanticization of rape and sexual assault deeply disturbs me, to the point that I might abandon a series with a good plot.

I'm simply addicted to it. I can't stop myself from wanting more and more... 🥲
You know i'm not here to argue the fact. All those things are essential for the plot progress. It's given when you sign for omegaverse. So, I'm here to take the ride and we know how much we invest ourselve in it... At least i'm totally invested in this without leaving any doubt 🫥😌

Edit - This one is way more psychological than I ever imagine for a omegaverse. Cause it’s not a typical smut without plot omegaverse.
Okay now I wanna share some plot. You suddenly can't blame the male after reading few chapter. They both are victims of their instinct. Though the ml rape her but not intentionally. He was tormented mentally for what he did the person whom he love for a long time. And on the other hand fl forgot everything beside the fact she was raped by ml. But she couldn’t just abort the innocent child when she find out she was pregnant. ML was desperately searching for her and when find her miserably though by threat want to help her but she cloud only hate and resent him. From cp.5 the story is getting way more messed up when we see the ml point of view. Who knows what it is the author is thinking.

It's genuinely so nice to read a straight omegaverse that's complex and psychological..i know the content is triggering but i appreciate author getting out of the fluffy sexy omegaverse box and writing something heart wrenching and interesting. Regardless of the mc's decision to forgive the ML or not i'm seated and will be tuned in till the end.

Edit-2↝ The 9th chapter ties it up a bit more harmoniously, didn't expect to get another chaper so that's cool! Lol, reading the japanese reviews it seems they got the same reaction as us! Apparently people started dropping the series before chapter 6, it got low ratings and that could be the reason the ending was so abrupt! Pityy.

Story→ 2.5/5

Art→ 3/5 (I actually really like the rough feel of it)
Overall→ 6/10 (0.5 for getting me exicted and hyped at the start)
Honestly, it's the comment section that is this curious mix of perspectives and a very emotionaly invested and charged debate stimulator. Been a while since a series simulated this level of discussion. Absolutely love it. I highly suggest you read the comments.
Edited--- 9 Aug 2024.

Read it. This is not brain off smut. This is not fap smut. Keep your brain on. The tea is scalding, don’t burn yourself.

I rarely comment on something, unless I feel something is truly worth saying.

This story's ML is a genuine r*pist. I'm not saying this is "turn off your brain" nsfw content, or even a situation where the author portrays assault but somehow the FL is still into it (nonsensical manga logic). This is triggering content and there is no love, sexiness, or romance in that scene. It is violent and uncomfortable.

There are also other triggering things within this work. If you would like more context, click the spoiler. The FL has a daughter as a result of the assault. The FL has was completely alone and powerless to get true medical help at the time of her pregnancy and had no choice but to keep the baby. Eventually, the r*pist finds her and her daughter, connects the dots, then tells the daughter that he is her father without FL realizing it. Moreover, their child is forcing them to "get along"; the "ML" tells the FL that either the three of them live together or he will take their daughter (and he works in a hospital and has a very wealthy family, so we all know who would win in court proceedings and there is no proof that the attack was nonconsenual, etc). So in essence, he has attacked the FL, is holding their child hostage, forcing FL to live with him, touching her against her will and forcing her to smile and act happy in front of their kid, etc.

I have a feeling the author will spin this in a way to try to make the ML redeemable or to justify his actions. However, at this point in time, I do not see that as a possibility. I have read nearly every trash ML manga under the sun, and I can handle nearly all of them with extremely few exceptions. I say this as someone whose favorite stories are romances with psychotic, violent, manipulative red-flag yanderes. I don't think this guy is redeemable. Tread lightly with this manga, if you choose to read it.

Hi! What the FUCK. Following this I need her to fucking put him in jail.

Fuck. I hate it, but I love the way I hate it. I know I don't do well with psychological stuff, but I still started it and there's a part of me that loves it. It's SO nice to see the absolutely realistic reactions of the MC instead of all those glossed over, ignored or even romanticized traumas in other stories.

I usually don't leave reviews, I knew what I was signing up for with the tags, but I wasn't prepared for the gut wrenching portrayal of SA victim. As one myself, this made me tear up. The horror and anxiety, the absolute fear and spiral, the desperation of Ayane hit too close to home, props to the artist for perfectly delivering that. However, this is why I will NEVER EVER believe that the supposed ML should be forgiven. This isn't a "turn off your brain, manga plot smut". This is pure horror and in no way can THAT man ever return from this. I will come back if only, and only the ending is either her living with her daughter OR he ends up in jail. I dont care which but there is no happy ending in sight, and I can't stomach if this goes to the, "Rape is okay, it was a misunderstanding, let's move on!"

Seriously trying to save your time here!! If you're looking for a good healthy relationship go somewhere else. If you want a fun Happy story with sexy times in it. This is not for you. There are so many other stories you could be reading. So many people in the comments scream about how shit this is but can't put it down because they're in too deep... Please don't make their mistake.
Now if you are looking for a fucked up story with darker elements of the Omegaverse in it. Here you are!.
(Not really my cup of tea, but i'm into deep now to stop. )

If you don't know what I mean by the darker elements of the Omegaverse, Just straight skip this story No, I'm not talking about the sex stuff (There's a psychological fuck with your head soulmates whether you're like or not thing. Not all the Omegaverse stories do this but it looks like this one is, I don't know how dark this will get yet....)

If you need the spoilers to make the decision whether or not you want to jump down this particular rabbit hole here you are -